One great benefit of being the emotionally empty person that I am is that I can pick up and resume a grudge at any point and continue it as if I never left it. I may not have spoken to you in years but if an opportunity to cause you any kind of grief or discomfort arises, I jump on it. I do that because my own jealousy never rests and my own grim insecurities never give me a respite. If they constantly hound and blame me, why shouldn’t I do the same to anyone else whenever I can? Especially if that someone else has figured out that I am a fraud. Since I’m still emotionally arrested I will never be too old for childish games.